Hi everyone I am new here, I;m not even sure if this is in the right place.. sorry. just need some answers.?

This is so sad sweetie. I am sorry you had to go through it! Although, I know you don't want to seek counseling, but if you don't you may end up hurting yourself because of your anger and fear. I bet the guy didn't have HIV and just wanted to scare you even more. It's not to late to say anything now though. Even if you can just warn the public by staying anonymous and going to the police. I know you don't want anyone else to go through what you have gone through, so as hard as it may be you really should tell authorities! Best wishes!